|Tuesday, September 26th, 2006|
Everyone who meets you, ends up using you.
First girl you were in love with, thought you were a freakin stalker.
me, you annoyed me and my friends to the point of us wantin to drug u up just so u would stop tlkin
third girl talked shit behind ur back to me and the first chickey( guess u didnt know that)
the boy, he fucked with ur head cause he liked ur rack.
|Thursday, December 29th, 2005|
Hey you guys, I haven't updated in forever! im so very very sorry my poor lj, much has been going on in my life. I was with julien and he didnt last...and I fooled around with my best friends crush =[ and then the one guy i really really really fucking liked, broke my heart..but its okay i guess.anyways i love you lj!!! Current Mood: content
|Wednesday, November 30th, 2005|
|Thursday, August 4th, 2005|
I have a crush =(
strike that no i dont i was lonely and he was there Current Mood: embarrassed
|Tuesday, April 5th, 2005|
|Thursday, March 17th, 2005|
This is my update
Ben might not be able to play football next year, bad grades,he was cryin, so i just sat there and hugged him. I got to see mah donnie today..well i always do but today was good...haha im dork, but i slept in till 9 and my dad took me to school then...um yea kristen bullshitted kirsten about something about ben -_- grawr but yea i think kristen has a tattoo on her back! well yea, we took pictures today and ive been neglecting lj because im a lazy mofo, but im updating...so yea Current Mood: awake
|Monday, March 14th, 2005|
Well i havent updated in awhile so i am...nothin too important has happened....i got two really good books of quotes...umm i went to java, and sat around the house and talked to people..thats about it...lately ive been so spaced out and...blah, i had to see john today >.< i hate him so much but i did get to sleep in for the past couple days so at least im not tired. guh im gonna ride the bus tommorrow so i have to wake up early. GAH. i dunno im rambling now.... Current Mood: blah
|Saturday, March 12th, 2005|
im kinda confused about my life right now, my mom is yellin at me all the time, sayin she hates my friends and that im just like then and that she is goin to put im a private school. me and my dad are better, im alot closer to kirsten but me and megan dont hang out as much, cept school and me and lauren never see each other at all, and me and lauren s. is just so distant lately...me and donnie are really close but it kinda makes me think how much i dont know him, cause kirsten told me somethings about him that i had no clue about..but i dont kno about my life anymore, what used to seem so sure what i used to feel like i had total control over now feels like...its takin over me instead, i dont know...i guess i'll just learn to deal with it, cause i dont seem to help it by struggling...so i guess im just goin to have to go witht the flow...
<3333333 Current Mood: sad
Friends only.comment to be added.
Current Mood: amused
LOOK AT KIRSTENS LJ TO SEE WHAT WE DID.
Kirsten so raped me this weekend!! ahhh.lol but yea im just to lazy to type it all out. im such a loser....rawr.anyways donnie was sad last nite -tear- but he is better now! <3333 o yea and me and kirsten sat in her pantry and talked for hours it was funnnn.
<3333 Current Mood: crazy
|Thursday, March 10th, 2005|
"A Lack Of Color"
And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around
If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
The spectrum's a to z
This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone
To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay [x3]
This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
Things are ok...Ben asked me to go to his house to watch saw with him i probably wont because kirsten zane and zane's girlfriend want to go..so i doubt i will. kirsten might come over this weekend tho..i dunno. donnie wasnt at school which made me sad....<3 small update again i know i just dont feel like talkin about much Current Mood: annoyed
|Wednesday, March 9th, 2005|
post anonymous and i'll try to figure out who you are
1 death threat;
1 love note;
lyrics to a song;
how old you are;
how long we've been "friends";
& a hint to who you are;
today was pretty good.me and ben got along.me and donnie got to see each other..had testing Current Mood: tired
|Tuesday, March 8th, 2005|
I ____ Sheldon.
Sheldon is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Sheldon, I would ____.
I think Sheldon should ____.
Sheldon needs ____.
Sheldon will never ____.
I want to _____ Sheldon.
Sheldon can ____ my _____.
When I think about Sheldon, I ____.
Someday Sheldon will _____.
Sheldon reminds me of _____.
Without Sheldon, ____.
Memories Sheldon are ____.
Sheldon can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Sheldon.
Worst thing about Sheldon is ____.
Best thing about Sheldon is _____.
kirsten and megan are over.yup yup Current Mood: crazy
|Monday, March 7th, 2005|
|Times Like These
I went to the softball game it was fun....um yea ben wasnt at school -shrugs- probably good because i would have yelled at him. tommorrow we have benchmarks..o great...i dunno softball game was fun amie gave me some brownies.there yummyness.hmm we won the game..i got to be wif donnie and lauren, and i saw megan....funess.yea i dont feel like postin nothin big, im listenin to the cd donnie gave me. Current Mood: calm
|Sunday, March 6th, 2005|
IM AT MEGANNSSSS
mwhahaha. im cooler then you Current Mood: bouncy
|Saturday, March 5th, 2005|
|Thursday, March 3rd, 2005|
Im so afraid you guys..i dont know where my life is goin at all...im so afraid...i dont want to lose what i love but at the same time i want to explore and see what else is in life.i dont want to leave anyone behind,but i also want to see all who is out there..im so lost,i dont know where my life is takin me.... Current Mood: sad